Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Tears for Paul

I cried for you today. In the early hours of the morning, I lay awake on my bed listening to a song...

"I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep, cause I miss you babe, and I don't wanna miss a thing"

It's been a long year, Paul. But next Monday marks one year since you died. And I still cry.

I think I have an opportunity to find the source of the pain. I had a taste of it last night. It was an intimate experience, professional, yet intimate. Safe... confidential and maybe a road to healing. I don't want to be at Emco next Monday. Everything has changed since you left... but I'll be thinking about you. I stayed at work a year ago... ill, in pain... but I stayed.

I miss you and what is there to do about it.

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